Being an attractive, young female I get plenty of guys wanting to be my friend. I can't tell if they're full of it or, dare I think, they actually like me. There's nothing of me to like except my pussy and tits. I settle for this.
A friend seemed sincere when telling me I don't need to be what I am (a slut). I got emotional and cried. He put his arms around me. I pressed my face against his chest, not wanting to let go. Maybe because I didn't know what else to do, I slid my hand under his shirt and started to unbutton his pants, but he pulled my hand away and said stuff that means nothing to me.
What my friend suggests as a better life, I think would be boring. Anyway, if there's something that would change my perspective and desire, it won't likely come from someone who thinks friends shouldn't fuck.
I surrender to what I am. I like guys, especially the ones who so much want to fuck me. I lay on the bed, my cunt wet, waiting for another cock. If anyone wants to be my friend, he'll have to get in line.
The Evangelical Rapist
An Evangelical came over for some sex. My accomplice opens the door, "The slut said someone was coming over. Come on in."
My wrists and ankles are tied to the bed frame. I'm gagged, blindfolded and naked. My cunt thrusts the air as I try to escape. Though muffled by the rag in my mouth, I'm pleading to be let loose.
The Evangelical asks what's happening. My accomplice tells him we're playing Rape the Slut. He tells my accomplice to take off the gag. The accomplice warns me not to scream and to do what I'm told or things will get worse. I beg the Evangelical to help me. The accomplice tells him it's just a game.
The Evangelical has to decide: Is it really a game? If not, what does he do? If it is, what does he do? This is a tricky time. Will the Evangelical run out to his car, get a gun and kill my accomplice? or call 911? I'm prepared to get out of my role as much as needed to keep him from calling the police or hurting someone.
The accomplice puts his cock in my mouth and commands me to suck it. He pushes it against the back of my throat, fucking my face. He tells the Evangelical, "Come on. The slut wants it. You want it. Let's do it." Minutes later the Evangelical has his hard cock in my mouth. They take turns fucking me as I lay still, occasionally thrusting my hips and pulling on the ropes. One cums on my stomach, the other in my mouth.
I lay silent and motionless. The accomplice tells the Evangelical to leave. The game is over. Another Evangelical discovers he's a rapist.
My wrists and ankles are tied to the bed frame. I'm gagged, blindfolded and naked. My cunt thrusts the air as I try to escape. Though muffled by the rag in my mouth, I'm pleading to be let loose.
The Evangelical asks what's happening. My accomplice tells him we're playing Rape the Slut. He tells my accomplice to take off the gag. The accomplice warns me not to scream and to do what I'm told or things will get worse. I beg the Evangelical to help me. The accomplice tells him it's just a game.
The Evangelical has to decide: Is it really a game? If not, what does he do? If it is, what does he do? This is a tricky time. Will the Evangelical run out to his car, get a gun and kill my accomplice? or call 911? I'm prepared to get out of my role as much as needed to keep him from calling the police or hurting someone.
The accomplice puts his cock in my mouth and commands me to suck it. He pushes it against the back of my throat, fucking my face. He tells the Evangelical, "Come on. The slut wants it. You want it. Let's do it." Minutes later the Evangelical has his hard cock in my mouth. They take turns fucking me as I lay still, occasionally thrusting my hips and pulling on the ropes. One cums on my stomach, the other in my mouth.
I lay silent and motionless. The accomplice tells the Evangelical to leave. The game is over. Another Evangelical discovers he's a rapist.
Notebook - Guys I've Fucked
I started a notebook so that I can keep track of the guys I've fucked, what they've done, what they like and don't, what they might be willing to try, and personal stuff like work and family. It's divided into three sections: active maintenance, occasional and inactive. The active and inactive are guys I've met since I started fucking Evangelicals. Many of the occasional are people I've known before and aren't necessarily Evangelical.
I'm keeping track of their acts of submission, eg., dildo in ass, licking feet, licking ass, blindfold, sucking cock, drinking piss. If I'm the only one they're fucking, if they're fucking a Christian wife, if they're fucking other sluts. Any STD testing. And their participation in group sex and who they've been in group sex with.
I fuck the active guys at least once a month. They're newbies, some who call when they want to fuck or meet me when I want to fuck, and some who have weekly appointments. I meet the newbies more often until they understand what's going on.
The occasional I fuck on occasion, but aren't on maintenance. I might have them over to help me break in newbies. Some want to participate in the sex games we have. Most are fucking other women who sometimes also want to play.
I'm not fucking the inactive anymore because they've recommitted themselves to the humdrum or we just don't care for each other. I do, come to think of it, fuck guys I don't like (another post). The inactive can become active or occasional again, and I make some effort to get the recommitted evangelicals to get their confused, hard dicks back inside my pussy.
I'm keeping track of their acts of submission, eg., dildo in ass, licking feet, licking ass, blindfold, sucking cock, drinking piss. If I'm the only one they're fucking, if they're fucking a Christian wife, if they're fucking other sluts. Any STD testing. And their participation in group sex and who they've been in group sex with.
I fuck the active guys at least once a month. They're newbies, some who call when they want to fuck or meet me when I want to fuck, and some who have weekly appointments. I meet the newbies more often until they understand what's going on.
The occasional I fuck on occasion, but aren't on maintenance. I might have them over to help me break in newbies. Some want to participate in the sex games we have. Most are fucking other women who sometimes also want to play.
I'm not fucking the inactive anymore because they've recommitted themselves to the humdrum or we just don't care for each other. I do, come to think of it, fuck guys I don't like (another post). The inactive can become active or occasional again, and I make some effort to get the recommitted evangelicals to get their confused, hard dicks back inside my pussy.
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